I almost killed myself today

Dolapo

Dolapo

I know you are not happy seeing this message coming from me.
 
Especially since it’s coming so late as against our normal 10 am.
 
But are you expecting me to apologise?
 
FR?
 
C’mon,  I will do just that
 
But you see…
 
I almost killed myself today with overconfidence in the exam hall. 
 
And when I say overconfidence, I mean I am legit confident I will crush this course.
 
The course is just computer application to my course.
 
I was like, sheybi na computer?
 
But , e choke.
 
I couldn’t legit do more than one question confidently out of 4 questions.
 
It was crazy to the extent that I started asking myself how will I do this carryover?
 
I am still writing the exam but I am already thinking of carryover in 500L.
 
It was crazy and I was just laughing all through.
 
But one thing stood out for me.
 
It wasn’t what I expected that I met.
 
Nah Nah.
 
I read for over 2 hours for this course.
 
And just one question came out from all I read.
 
Like damn.
 
But that’s not the point honestly.
 
The main point and problem were that life comes at people the same way.
 
Life is really scary and it comes at you like a flash.
 
I remember when I was still finding my feet in this copywriting thing.
 
And it was during that same time someone very close to me fell sick.
 
Like she needed surgery worth millions of Naira and I am the only one to provide.
 
Baba Don Japa.
 
Na only me remain.
 
So I was confused and even though I ran around until I provided it.
 
It still didn’t change the fact that life can fuck with you anyhow.
 
In fact, this message I am sending right now isn’t what I intended to happen. 
 
I never planned to send any email so late.
 
But life and Unilorn fucked with me and I couldn’t send this letter by 10 am.
 
So my question to you is very simple today.
 
Do you have any emergency plan should in case life comes with his dick to rape you?
 
And I am not sorry for being so raw.
 
I am just being plain.
 
Do you have any backup plans?
 
Or best put 
 
What do you intend to do if life fucks with you now?
 
Food for thought. 
 
And yeah, sorry this email is coming late.
 
I told you the reason already. 
 
And if you don’t understand, that’s on you.
 
Have a nice night.
 
Dolapo Hamzat. 
 
 
P.S:
 
Speaking of an emergency plan.
 
How about earning between $500 to $2000 monthly writing just a few words in the comfort of your room?
 
How does it sound to you?
 
I don’t know about you though.
 
But it will definitely sound very good to me.
 
And if it is the same for you, then below is your invite link
 
How to earn between $500 to $2000 monthly by writing just a few words at the comfort of your room.
 
 

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